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A particularly annoyingly evangelizing vegan colleague of mine got me wondering what exactly the end plan for these people is.
Presumably they want everyone on the planet to go vegan.
Okay, did the math and growing the world's densest (most calories per acre) crop, potatoes, on every acre of the world's arable land you could more than achieve the majority of the nutrition side of things.
You'd still have to deal with the B12 issue (the required human nutrient that potatoes lack), which depending on your level of veganism could be a problem since there are only three sources of B12: meat, dairy, and pills and the contents of the pills is bacterial cultures so that might be a no go, I don't know. Maybe that's fine.
We'll ignore for the moment the distribution issues of getting those spuds to people in non-arable areas.
So say you've completely solved the nutrition problem of being vegan.
How do you plan to open up the arable land currently used for animal production (roughly 75% of currently arable land is currently used for grazing) and what do you plan to do with the existing animals? Being vegan, you can't kill them or harm them in any way, so you can't sterilize them either. So they're just going to keep breeding with no culling other than natural deaths.
In the US alone, we have an estimated 308 million commercial laying hens. Each producing roughly an egg a day. At the moment, with the majority of those eggs going to stores to be consumed as eggs, the US has a fertilization rate of 13%. Even if that didn't climb after egg eating was stopped, that means 40 million fertilized eggs a day. If even 5% of those hatch, that's 2 million chicks after the first 20-21 days of this.
If we aren't eating or killing them, that's a problem.
And since the larger the predator, the longer the gestation time and smaller the number of offspring in a breeding period is a general reality, we are hosed on chickens alone if everyone just stops eating them because there won't be enough predators in the food chain without humans to stem the the chicken tide.
And that's just one livestock animal. It'll be a problem with the others as well.
And all this is ignoring all the other non-food products we get from animals. What are we replacing those with? And don't say plastic (or vegan leather or it's equivalents, cuz those are just plastics), I'd say relying even more heavily on fossil fuels isn't a good strategy here.
So, really, what's the end game here?
#general gripe#frustrated me enough to contact three ag friends for rough numbers#plus a bunch of research#and then to do more math than i have since college#this is just not well thought through#never mind how much cultural and nutritional damage the high import of vegan stables to industrialized nations is doing#since those aren't vegan stables for other cultures#they're just stables#and you're taking them away or overpricing them for the people that have historically eaten them#feel free to bring the vegan hate#but bring a plan too#or you're just giving me an easy block list
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#I got all of my summer travel research grants!!!#the administrative assistant from the Jewish studies center here just emailed me to say they’re going to pay for my requested travel#and courses in Morocco and the Middle East#plus I got the France and UK ones last week#so I’ll be traveling and working in archives/doing advanced language courses from June until December#!!!#honestly this is the best day ever#not the stones#me stuff#I can’t decide whether to collapse into a heap because I’ve gotten no sleep for weeks and now all my big worries are over#or write a bunch of fanfic like a giddy lunatic
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IDK if I'm being insensitive for feeling like this,but one of my coworkers went on a less than a week long trip to the Dominican Republic last month and now seems to have a parasite from it and I can't help but feel like this is part of the whole "I probably didn't plan out this trip fully but wanted to say I went to some sterotypical photo perfect international destination and now I got sick."
#idk I feel like I might be being a bitch about this#and I do feel bad about how sick she is#but also she doesn't seem like the type of who did a bunch of planning and research#plus this is happening at the same time as everything else here
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I got a little too obsessed with the Belgica and now I’ve completely gone off the rails
#I have a bunch of polar artworks I was going to display at an exhibition#BUT I haven’t felt any inspiration at all#so I think 70% of this is gonna be just Belgica art#IVE BEEN GOING INSANE#ILL NEVER TAKE SUNLIGHT FOR GRANTED#anyways#I’ve been in such a horrible art block for the last few months#I’ve been asking for ideas or recommendations for months too#and got nothing#but aha! I’ve don’t it! alone!#along with a ton of paintings each one comes with a related poem#I wanted to submit some of it to NPT but the page for specifications is down rip#this plus my project is making me very busy#or at least never bored#I also need to decide what to do with my finished research essays (just for fun tbh)#I’m very excited I’m already halfway through in the land of the penguins#and I get to go to the archives this week again. yay!
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folio society is so expensive but it's honestly less stressful purchasing from them directly than otherwise hunting online for an exact edition of a book in good condition
#personal#i dont want to own many books. most books in fact. i would rather not own. but my faves?!?!?!?! i want them NICE#plus when a family member is like 'what gift do you want' i can literally send them the exact link instead of doing a bunch of research#and giving a detailed list of reqs#like i want piranesi so badddd but i want#1) a clean hardcover without a stamp/logo (womens prize or botm etc) AND#2) an edition with the extra chapter (waterstones or barnes and noble)#BUT the barnes and noble exclusive extra chapter HB has an unremovable stamp. so thats out of the question#so the only version left is the waterstones exlusive w extra chapter. but all the resales of those online are signed#and therefore more expensive#and i dont want a signed copy anyway. ugggghhhhh!!!!#and even those are compromises based on what exists bc i prefer when HB covers are printed onto the book itself rather than the dust jacket#and piranesi HB afaik is only being sold w dust jacket (tho to be fair the piranesi HB art direction is beautiful)#folio made a version of JS&MN which i havent read yet and therefore wouldn't buy a folio version of (yet)#but i'm wondering if they'd do a piranesi version in like 6 years for a 10 year anniversary or smth. since they've printed clarke before#would it even be worth waiting for? just the possibility? and then u have the issue of the movie coming out in the next idk ~2-5 years ish#and god i want the film to be beautiful. but idk if i want a Film Cover Book#the balance between Waiting for the best possible version and getting it now so i dont have to deal with wanting it anymore!!!!#still on the hunt for *** ************ ** ******* ******* and *** ********* too
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Research has begun for the lighthouse fic and I forgot how fun it is to learn about something I actually…want to learn about
Like I watched the first documentary last night and it’s was such a good time!! And I took notes!! And it wasn’t about the diseases that are eating my body so I enjoyed it!!!
#I found a YouTube channel with a bunch of documentaries about living in various lighthouses#so if you just want an hour of really chill soundscapes and tours look up Peter halil can’t recommend enough#but I’m actually excited like I’ve got all his videos to watch#plus other ones#I’m going to do more research on the effects of isolation on the brain#because yes I’m very aware of it’s effects#too aware#that’s why I’m writing this lol#but prob still good to reeearxh
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Updated some of the statistic stuff on Crown's profile page, since we (finally) have actual confirmation of her species. and i can more accurately move forward with how to portray any animalistic and potentially societal-related traits. Not that it's going to help me much, since we still don't Have Much on her, though given the CN teasers, it sounds like there's a high chance we'll be getting some actual crown lore soon enough. so her muse is still dormant, at least until i have more information. but perhaps once any possible Lore drops and i have something more concrete, i can move forward with what could be done with her.
#⧉ ooc#the hyena-comment that kaltsit made back in their initial confrontation turned out to be Legit it seems#and not just a throw-away philosophical thing#on the plus side i get to do a bunch of animal research again!#i wonder if hyenas on Terra have the same (unjust) species rep as cowardly villians as they do here
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paradoxcase hat auf deinen Eintrag geantwortet
“we don’t know if these scrapbooks can be handled”?
i ended up going with "they are not currently fully assessed for what would be appropriate levels of handling by the general public", which still feels like awkward phrasing but at least is a phrase full of words i know are okay for a professional context
#i've literally done this entire final project in the last.... three hours or so haha#i'm not quite fully done i have another paragraph i should probably write#plus figuring out if i'm actually citing anything and plugging those in properly#but like... this is why i don't beat myself up about working for weeks ahead of a deadline#i allow things to percolate in the back of my mind and then i just... do them#glad i have this assignment done enough that even if i did no more work on it and turned it in as is i'd probably get a passing grade#since that allows me more mental real estate to get my research paper finished#yes i'm biased about my projects and actually want to do a good job on the research paper#it's fun and i got to learn a whole bunch of stuff and now i get to tell someone else about it
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> be me > dumbass > barely graduate high school > decide to enlist in the army 'cause I don't know what to do with my life > spend six weeks in training, then immediately deployed to Europa > shitshitshit.jpg > it's exactly as bad as you think it is > war is hell and hell has frozen over > get dumped into this trench complex in Arran Chaos defending a big ice harvesting operation > "p-something ice extraction and research"
> founded by some big tech guy on Earth apparently > most of us are stationed around their big office building instead of the ice fields > whatever at least it breaks up the horizon > nothing around but ice and rocks and our trenches and the other guys' trenches and bodies and stars > can't even see Jupiter > fuckingcomeon.ogg > they've got this big sign with their logo a hundred yards or so from the entrance > just a bunch of big metal letters > theyre like two feet high each > that's where they've got me and this dude kyle camping out > only thing between us and the...*other guys* are some sandbags and the aforementioned bigass metal letters > plus my MA-75 and my heatsuit and kyle and his heatsuit and his MA-75
> not that the heatsuits are worth much > coldasfuckhere.xlsx > can't even stay above 280 kelvin > i think that's something like fifty degrees fahrenheit > feels like thirty > whatever at least we just have to sit here and not get shot > direct quote from the lieutenant > nobody is willing to leave their trenches so it's mostly just sitting around waiting to get sniped > not much to really do but shoot the shit complain about the cold and eat the mres in our heatsuits > so we do > kyle is cool > i like kyle > we alternate twelve-hour shifts so we only chat when the other is supposed to be sleeping
> but sleeping is hard and talking is easy > kyle deployed the week before me > was stationed here alone until i showed up > begs the question why we're defending this fucking sign if they know its worth leaving unguarded half the time > why the hell aren't we out in the ice fields > why the hell are we fighting over ice in the first place > sign's probably more valuable by weight > kyle laughs > we talk about our home lives for a while > neither of us did much interesting > kyle's mom was really into astrology apparently > we start trying to name constellations > i'm no good at it > he tells me hes gonna finally try to get some shuteye > and leans into me > for warmth, probably
> the heatsuits don't conduct much but it feels good anyway > start to doze off myself > fuck this sign and fuck this building and fuck this moon i'll do whatever i want > set down my rifle and wrap my arms around kyle > for warmth, probably > fall asleep > dream of california and beach volleyball > wake up groggy > really groggy > something hurts > my head?
> something...a sound > theres a loud sound > it keeps going and going and... > fuck > its the heatsuit's oxygen alarm > struggle to sit upright > something heavy on me > its kyle > he's not moving > take stock of my surroundings > shrapnel everywhere > don't see oxygen tank > or our umbilicals > heatsuit's switched to a backup but it's leaking > there's this film of red ice everywhere > ... > kyle...
> i roll him over and there are so many holes > glance over the sandbags > see a glint from a distant trench > duck down and hear something hit the ice behind me > fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck > FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK > rage > grab my rifle and start spraying over the barrier > no response > probably didnt hit him but id like to think i did > oxygen is running out > goodbye hell world > close eyes for second time today > dream of nothing > wake up groggy again > in field hospital
> goddammit > whole thing was captured by a satellite > so they sent a patrol to go recover our equipment > im lucky to be alive they say > sure > end up spending a sol in the hospital > they ship me back to the sign after that > same rifle and even the same heatsuit > bastards didnt even clean it off its still got his blood on it > still not sure what the objective of this post even is > alone > freezing my ass off > too cold > cant sleep > too much blood > spend a couple sols half-awake sprawled face-down in the ice > not gonna hit me again
> eventually rotate back to the fob for a sol > sign is unguarded the whole time > what am i even doing here > skulk around the barracks for a while > overhear that a big inspection of the ice company's facilities is coming up in the next couple sols > gonna be a big push among the grunts to clear out the snipers so the bigwigs can check the place out > everybody is writing letters home for when they dont come back > i, of course, am being sent back alone to the fucking sign > lieutenant tells me that if my station isn't up to spec they're sending my ass to callanish to die painfully > direct quote
> fine > decide im sick and tired of being so goddamned cold out there though > talk to the fob quartermaster about taking a heat lamp into the field > he tells me its too dangerous with all the thermal optics the enemy is using > i tell him he can have my next ten sol's pay > he hands over the lamp > hell if im gonna last that long out here
> rotate back to the sign > heat lamp makes things more tolerable but its a big battery-powered thing so i cant keep it on all the time > spend another sol lying flat on the ice > pick out a star near orion and name it kyle > maybe ten minutes before the inspectors show up i just wig out > start yelling and throwing things > knock over part of the sign > the big letter 'I' > fuck it and fuck the ice it stands for and fuck me > calm down > inspectors are gonna be here any minute now
> fuck i dont wanna go to callanish > i dont wanna die > i dont wanna die > i dont wanna die > i dont wanna die > i dont wanna die > try to stand the sign back up > wont stay upright > shitshitshit > hide the letter under a tarp > look around for something to replace it > grab the heat lamp > MFW I'm Pixar
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Zombie horde and cure researcher reader? I want to know how the boys are gonna use their new vocal chords. Ribs probably can't sing good, but soda always has that half-drunk look whenever u draw him so i bet he knows a bunch of bar songs.
felt like doing a refresher with the Zombie Horde ! this was my oldest ask in my inbox! (had to go down a long ways to get this old thang) but i figured you guys needed a long awaited part 3 of these fellas after idk a year ?? so here ya go !
Zombie Horde x Cure Researcher! Reader
💀 With the boys showing more and more signs of healing, you quickly went to recording each and every new finding you come across, as well as their individual progress.
💀 You'd help them stretch and get used to their new joints. With them being less ravaged by rigor mortis, they can be quite...clumsy..
💀 And their hair could grow normally, which is promising for your cure! But that does mean you have to cut their hair every once in a while now..
💀 The most amazing thing that came out of your serum was the fact that their vocal chords have been restored, allowing them to speak, which is very very interesting experience.
💀 Screw loves words, or more like he loves getting your praise whenever he pronounces a word correctly.
💀 His voice wasn't as developed as the others, so he had a harder time when it came to speaking again, but he tries very hard!
💀 He'd find an object, run over to you, and slowly stutter out what it is.
💀 "B-b-b..bo..ttle..?"
💀 Gets all giddy when you tell him he did a good job, but he doesn't exactly giggle, it's more like a bunch of high-pitched squealing, purring, and cooing
💀 Vocal stims a lot like humming, pronouncing letters over and over, or just repeating a word or phrase.
💀 Give him a book or some of your papers, and he'll be glued to anything with words while trying to read them out loud.
💀 Maybe there's an old bookstore in the mall?
💀 Secretly planning to relearn how to write because he wants to make you a love letter like in the stories he reads!
💀 Ribs is non-stop screaming and shouting ;-;
💀 Calm down brotha you just got your voice back ;-;-;--;-;-;
💀 Has a very dirty vocabulary
💀 British ?
💀 You can hear him from the other side of the mall..
💀 Defo pretends to be a survivor when he sees other humans scavenging the mall and then scares them away.
💀 Bo has to step in and shut him up, but he does it again anyway.
💀 Loves singing with Soda, except he's shit at singing, he's kind of just yelling the lyrics.
💀 Very giggly when he talks, especially when he's with you since he gets all shy.
💀 Mumbles incessantly.
💀 "Baby, baby! My sweetheart hehehehahahaAHH! So cute! So cute! HEEhehehehheee~~!"
💀 Soda had the easiest time to talk, his voice is very raspy yet smooth like honey.
💀 Rarely talks, mostly hums and sings, they're mostly old 40s jazz songs or just some random melody.
💀 Speaks up suddenly a lot with the most random things.
💀 "Motor oil is not a good drink..." "...what." "what.."
💀 Confuses both you and the others.
💀 Ribs digs it.
💀 Hype man to absolute nonsense.
💀 Screw and Bo just accept it, he may be a little goofy but he does have most of the brains of the bunch.
💀 And he can say some very sweet things in between all his ravings.
💀 He'd just be watching you work on your research and suddenly blurt out something.
💀 "You're the most beautiful flower I've ever seen..."
💀 Bo can talk pretty well, but it hurts the most for him since he doesn't have cheeks, plus the damage in his throat.
💀 Wouldn't say he speaks as rarely as Soda, but he does speak in very short sentences, you could 3 sentences at most in one shot from him.
💀 Prefers growling still, but talks when necessary
💀 Doesn't dare to sing, but he does love Soda's singing, not so much Ribs, but he stays to make him happy.
💀 Looks for stuff to read for Screw (he keeps newspapers for himself)
💀 Feels good whenever he gets to praise the others and you, he's a real giver :333
💀 He never wastes an opportunity to sweet-talk you, no matter how uncomfortable his vocal chords feel.
💀 "We're so lucky ta have you, doll~ Wish I could give ya a big 'ol smooch but uh... 'fraid I'm a bit short in that department.."
WAAAAA i missed writing for these guys!! auuuughhhhhhh lucky i managed to escape from my mr ring a ding hyperfixation for a while !
#yandere x gn reader#yandere x reader#oc yandere#yandere oc#yandere#male yandere#tw yandere#yandere x you#yandere x male reader#yandere x darling#yandere x female reader#yandere monster#monster boyfriend#monster smut#monster x human#monsterfucker#monster lover#zombie x reader#teratophillia#terato#poly yandere#yandere poly#multiple yanderes
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never liked you

pairing : playboy! wooyoung x nerd! fem! reader
synopsis : You thought he was different. But when the truth unraveled, so did everything you believed about love.
genre : fluff, angst
warnings : none
author’s note : ngl i crashed out somewhere near the end but it was fun to write ig 🥹
word count : 4.5k
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Does love ever last?
You didn’t know.
You never really tried to find out. Having many exams to ace and projects to finish, it didn’t really help in your love life.
Come on, just give him a try. You never know, maybe he’s the one!
You were willing at first, thinking that nothing will go wrong. But when your classmate ran into class bawling her eyes out after her boyfriend dumped her, you hesitated.
After a few days of thinking, you told the boy that you weren’t ready for that kind of commitment yet. That resulted in an awkward moment for him, considering the fact that he had a bunch of flowers in his hand.
You felt bad. Really bad. You liked him, yes, but you were afraid that whatever happened to your classmate will happen to you.
You never really thought about it after. Several boys put letters and gifts in your locker on Valentines, but they all went unanswered, courtesy of you cooped up in your dorm, furiously reading through your notes and pulling all-nighters for exams.
Your friends had begged you to try again, saying that your life will be ‘boring’ and ‘lonely’. You brushed them off, saying that studying is your life. “Plus, I have you guys,” you added, nudging them while laughing.
But then again, life has other plans for you.
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Love.
The teacher’s sharp voice brought you back from your daydreaming.
You looked up to see her standing by the door with a student, saying something about being late. Although you were seated at the far back of the room, you could make out the tall figure and the long black hair of the boy.
His eyes met yours, and he gave you a smirk with a playful wink.
You turned away, rolling your eyes.
Jung Wooyoung. The school’s playboy, known for breaking girl’s hearts.
For fun.
And though you have zero interest in him, you found your cheeks feeling a little hot. Luckily, the teacher didn’t notice, ushering Wooyoung back to his seat before beginning the lesson.
Once again, you were drifting off, staring outside the window thinking about what to eat during your break.
Suddenly, you heard : “Jung Wooyoung and Kang Y/N.”
You whipped your head to board, finding a big ‘Research Project’ written on it. “This project will be 50% of your final grade, so please take it seriously. If you have any questions, feel free to email me.” The teacher continued, stacking up her books and preparing to leave the classroom.
You hurriedly packed your bag, ignoring the calls of your classmates. Your head was a mess. There was no way this was happening.
“Y/N!” Wooyoung’s voice cut through the hallway, causing you to walk faster.
He jogged up in front of you, waving several pieces of paper in your face.
“You forgot to take the project paper. Luckily, I got you,” he winked.
You scoffed, snatching the paper and continuing your walk to your dorm to reflect on what you did to deserve this.
His fingers closed around your wrist, bringing you to a sudden stop and forcing you to face him.
You tried to pull away, but his grip only tightened.
��Let go of my hand,” you said, your voice low and threatening.
He held your gaze and said, “Look, I don’t care what you think about me — I need this grade.”
You pulled back slightly, startled. “I thought you didn’t care about grades.”
“Unfortunately, I can’t risk being kicked out of school, so I’ll have to make do.” He smiled a little, releasing your hand. “So, your place? Mine’s a little messy.”
You let out a breath. “Alright. 1 p.m. tomorrow. Don’t be late.”
He did a little salute and said, “Can’t wait!” before running off.
“Don’t forget to bring your books!” you yelled, earning a faint “Yes, madam” in return.
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You didn’t know if you were anxious or excited.
Staring at the cookies baking in the oven, you were leaning on the small table top in your kitchenette. Brushing your fingers against your wrist, you remember the gentle but firm grip of his hand.
There was just something about him that made you constantly think about…
The sharp doorbell interrupted your train of thought. Hurriedly, you opened the door to find Wooyoung standing outside, books on one hand and a plastic bag on the other.
“Hey,” he smiled, lifting the bag he was holding, “I brought us some drinks.”
“Come in.” you replied, offering him a small smile, stepping aside to make way for him.
He took in a breath and asked, “Are you baking cookies?” You nodded, “Yea, I was bored so I figured I’d bake while waiting for you.”
“Well it must be a sign because I love cookies,” he grinned, helping himself on the couch. He took the plastic bag and pulled out 2 drinks, handing one over.
You took it tentatively, looking at it with an unsure expression.
Noticing your hesitance, he chuckled and said, “Don’t worry, I didn’t poison it.” You looked at him with utter disbelief. “It’s not that. This is actually my favourite drink. Only my closest friends know that.”
“Then I must be destined to be your friend.” He joked. You rolled your eyes, muttering a ‘whatever’.
But what you didn’t realise was that you were smiling.
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After a few hours of reading, writing, joking around and munching on cookies, you were finally done with a section of the project. You let out a huge yawn, stretching your arms while briefly closing your eyes.
When you opened them, you found Wooyoung staring at you.
“Is there something on my face?” You panicked, hurriedly wiping at whatever unknown particle on your skin.
He didn’t say anything, only standing up from where he sat. You quickly stood up, thinking he was going to leave already.
But instead of going towards the door, he made his way towards you.
He took a step closer, then stopped, just inches from you, his body trembling slightly.
His hand hovered, uncertain, near your cheek. His fingers twitched, just a fraction of a movement, as if they wanted to reach out.
Your breath hitched, waiting. He leaned in, lips hovering right above yours. You could feel the heat in the air, making your heart race, the beat quick and erratic, like it was trying to escape from your chest. You could feel his breath hitting your nose, shallow and fast.
You wanted to pull away. But a part of you made you stay where you were. Your mouth went dry as you watched him licked his lips, and unknowingly, you leaned in closer.
“Are you sure…?” he whispered, his voice barely audible, as if asking for your permission.
You didn’t answer, your mind not responding. Slowly, almost painfully so, he closed the gap. His hand moved to your jaw, finally touching your skin, the warmth of his face grounding you in the moment.
Then, with a hesitation that stretched out like an eternity, he kissed you.
And without thinking, you kissed him back.
The kiss wasn’t rushed, wasn’t forceful. It was gentle, tentative, as though he were testing the waters, feeling you out. It was the kiss of someone who had wanted this for a long time but was too afraid to make the first move.
When you pulled away, both of you breathless, his hand lingered against your cheek, his thumb grazing your skin. You didn’t say anything, heart pounding in your chest, still racing from the kiss, but your mind was slow to catch up.
He didn’t move, didn’t say anything right away. Instead, he just stared at you, his lips still slightly parted, eyes wide, like he was processing it too. And that uncertainty… it made you feel even more exposed. Was he playing you? Or was he waiting for you to say something? Your mouth felt dry again.
“I…” he started, the expectancy growing in your heart. But his words trailed off, and the panic rushed back into you.
“I’m sorry, did…did I scare you?” he asked. “I shouldn’t have done that.” His hand dropped from your cheek. He straightened, shuffling back.
“Uhm…I should probably get going. It’s pretty late.” You didn’t trust yourself to say anything, so you just nodded. Picking up his bag and making his way to the door, he gave you a soft smile and said “Thanks for today, y/n,” before stepping out of your dorm.
That night, you lay in bed, tangled in blankets, staring up at the ceiling as if you could find the answers to your questions hidden in the cracks of the paint, before falling into a dreamless sleep.
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“Y/n!”
You blinked. Once. Twice. Your head jerked toward the front of the room.
Your teacher was staring right at you, arms crossed. The rest of the class turned in unison, a wave of curious glances and stifled snickers.
“You want to join us back on Earth?” she said, voice laced with just enough sarcasm to make your cheeks flush.
You looked down, embarrassed, from all the stares of the classroom, especially from Wooyoung, who was sitting a few tables away.
You purposely came earlier to avoid seeing him at his usual spot against the lockers, and ignored the texts he sent.
You couldn’t stop replaying it. Every detail was etched in your memory: the way his hand had brushed your cheek, the way his breath had felt against your skin, the quiet after the kiss when neither of you spoke. Your heart fluttered in your chest as you tried to ignore the warmth spreading over your cheeks.
Stop thinking about it, you told yourself. There was no reason to. No reason to replay that moment over and over again, imagining how it would feel, how it might change everything. You clenched your fist around your sleeve. Wooyoung was a playboy. It didn’t mean anything to him. It didn’t mean anything to you.
But part of you wanted to believe that it did. You weren’t sure what it meant, or why it made you feel so… unsteady.
You sighed, rubbing your temples, attempting to calm yourself down. Glancing at the clock, you were relieved to find the class ending in a minute. Great, I won’t see him for another two days after this. You hurriedly shoved your books in your bag, waiting for the signal to leave from your teacher. Once you heard ‘that’s all for today’, you bolted out of the classroom.
You turned the corner of the hallway, turning back to check if anyone had followed you. You let out a small breath of relief, straightening your clothes before walking away calmly.
“Y/n.”
You turned on your heel, attempting to run. You didn’t want to talk about it. Didn’t want to look at him. Didn’t want to see what was written all over his face—regret? Confusion? Or worse… nothing at all.
But you didn’t get far.
A hand wrapped around your wrist, firm but gentle, halting you in your tracks. Your breath caught as you turned halfway, refusing to meet his eyes.
You didn’t answer, still not meeting his gaze. “Why are you avoiding me?” You didn’t answer, still not meeting his gaze. “Is it because of yesterday?”
You kept your gaze down. Your free hand clenched.
“It was a mistake,” you said. He let out a short breath, almost like a laugh but not quite. “Then why are you running?”
You flinched at that. Not enough for anyone to notice, but he did.
He was still holding your wrist, but not pulling you back. Just waiting.
“I’m not running,” you said, still not facing him.
“Right.” A pause. “Then look at me.”
You didn’t. Couldn’t.
You shook your head. “I’ve got class.”
“Say that, then,” he said, quiet but certain. “But don’t stand there and pretend that kiss meant nothing. Not when you’re shaking like that.”
You hated that he could feel it—how your wrist trembled ever so slightly in his hand.
Slowly, you turned to face him. Your expression was guarded, eyes hard. The kind of look you give someone when you're trying not to fall apart in front of them.
“Did it even mean anything to you?” you asked.
His jaw tensed slightly, like he hadn’t expected the question. Like he’d been preparing for a fight—not honesty. But he didn’t answer.
Your heart sank. You had expected it, but it still hurt more than you thought it would. You shook your head, “Like I thought, it didn’t. Another fling for the playboy.” You attempted to yank your hand from his grip, but it only got tighter.
“Don’t,” he whispered. “Don’t say it like that.” You shook your head, “But it’s true, isn’t it. I’m just a fling to you, another random girl for you to kiss.”
“But you're not.” He said. “I…I wanted it to mean something. I just thought that you didn’t want it to be anything.”
You froze. Did you hear him correctly?
He looked down. “I like you. I really do. But if you don’t want to, I understand.” He dropped your hand and sighed. “I’m sorry I made you uncomfortable.” He was about to walk away but you stopped him.
“Do you mean it? Do you actually like me?” You questioned. He paused, turning around. “I do. I asked the teacher for tuition and used it as an excuse to be paired with you.”
Then, unexpectedly, you smiled.
Not big. Not dramatic. Just this small, sideways grin tugging at the corner of your mouth, the kind that betrayed everything you’d been trying to hide.
“I like you too,” you said, turning to face him fully now. “I was confused at first. But I think…” you paused, looking up at him, “I think I acted by my feelings.”
“You really thought I kissed you just to run away forever?” you asked, not even bothering to hide the laugh in your voice.
His mouth parted, like he wanted to say something, maybe even smile back. You looked at him, and something in his face shifted. The hesitation was gone, replaced by this slow, surprised softness.
“I didn’t know you could talk like that.” You laughed, and he grinned. “Does that make you my girlfriend now?” Your eyes lit up, and you gave him a small nod. He opened his arms and you naturally sank into them, wrapping your arms around him as he embraced you. “I won’t be going anywhere,” he whispered.
And for once, you believed him.
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It’s been a few months now.
And somehow, it still catches you off guard sometimes—like when he grabs your hand without thinking, or says something under his breath in class that makes you laugh when you were supposed to be paying attention. Or when he looks at you like you were the only person in the room, even when the hallway was packed.
You never made a big deal out of it. No announcements, no labels screamed into the void. Just you and him. Quiet moments. Shared playlists. Fingers brushing across notebooks. Late-night calls where you don’t even say much, just listen to each other breathe.
And it’s easy. Easier than you expected. No games. No second-guessing. Just someone who makes you feel like you can show up exactly as you are—and he’ll still look at you like you matter.
Your friends had been skeptical at first, given his reputation in school. But after seeing how happy you were with him, they didn’t say anything.
After all, they were the ones who had asked you to get a boyfriend.
Maybe you can finally answer your own question. Maybe love does last forever.
But then again, life isn’t always that easy.
It was a typical Friday evening, and you were seated on Wooyoung’s couch, fidgeting with his hoodie on your lap.
You two will usually meet at his place to watch a movie every week, but today he texted you, saying that he would be late due to a hold up in class, telling you to make yourself comfortable and pick a movie while waiting for him.
Putting the controller down on the table, you got up to prepare some snacks to eat during the movie. Bringing the bowl to the small table in front of the couch, you were about to take a bite of the chocolate when your phone buzzed. Thinking it was Wooyoung, you quickly picked up your phone to reply to him, only to see an unknown number pop up on your screen.
At first you thought it was a scam. But when you unlocked your phone to block it, you found a short video followed by a “I’m sorry.” after. Curiosity got the better of you and you tapped into the chat.
The video was taken at an awkward angle, suggesting that the person was recording in secret. You turned your head to getting a better view of the people in it.
There were three boys gathered around a hooded guy leaning against the lockers and they were talking about something. The recorder moved closer, opening a locker to make him or her less suspicious. The guy leaning on the locker turned his head, revealing the unmistakable dark hair of Wooyoung. Your heart fluttered at the sight of him, eyes darting towards the bowl of chocolates waiting on the table.
You snapped your focus back to the video when the guy with a perfect slim nose asked, “So, you gonna target any girls this term?” Wooyoung shrugged, “I don’t know man. There’s no more fun girls anymore.” “That’s because you got them all already.” The guy with long silver hair and feminine features joked, nudging Wooyoung with his shoulder. “Now you’re just flattering me.” Wooyoung laughed.
The guy that looked like a giant puppy then said, “Isn’t there a girl in your class called Y/n?” “You mean Kang Y/n?” Wooyoung mused, “She’s a nerd in my literature class.” The silver-haired guy commented, “The girl sitting at the back of your class? She’s cute. You should try her.”
The guy with the slim nose shook his head. “She’s known for being obsessed with her studies. Her friends say she’s impossible to get to.” He sighed, “Poor Jongho wasted his money on the bouquet of flowers and got rejected. He really liked her.”
The giant puppy guy turned to Wooyoung and said, “If you can make her fall for you in a week's time, I’ll buy you new strings and a strap for your guitar.” Wooyoung straightened from his position, “Add in a new stand and I’ll do it.” The puppy guy smirked, “Done.” They shook hands and the screen turned black.
It then switched to another scene. Wooyoung and his friends appeared to be at a bench in the schoolyard, and you recalled the outfit he was wearing after sending you to class.
“So, how did you do it?” The silver-haired dude asked. Wooyoung took a sip of his soda, “The literature teacher loves to pair us according to the alphabetical order. Persuading her to meet at her house was a piece of cake. I didn’t really do anything much. ” The puppy guy chuckled, “Now you’re just flexing.”
“While you wait for your prize to come, you should be worried about how to get rid of the girl,” the slim nosed guy smirked.
Wooyoung laughed. “Real. I never liked her anyways. She was so easy to fool.” he says, taking another sip from his can before the screen pauses, marking the end of the video.
You sat still, knees pulled to your chest, phone resting loosely in your hand. The video played again—you didn’t mean to hit replay, but maybe a part of you needed to hear it twice. Needed to be sure.
His voice, once warm and familiar, felt foreign now. Sharp in ways it had never been with you.
Every word peeled something away. A layer of trust. A piece of the girl who thought she knew him. Your chest felt hollow, like someone had carved out everything good and left only silence.
You didn’t know what to think. Right now, you just felt small. Embarrassed. Like you’ve been the only one playing a role in a story you thought was real.
The signs were so obvious. The way he suddenly showed a random interest in you. You knew the teacher for 2 years. You knew that she loved to pair students by the alphabet. Not only that, but the obvious fact that he was a playboy. Your friends had warned you many times, but you had ignored them, saying that he had changed for you.
You didn’t cry right away. It wasn’t sadness at first—it was numbness. A quiet dissociation from the version of yourself that had believed in him so completely.
And somewhere underneath all that numbness, a quiet seed of anger started to grow. Not for him, not yet. But at yourself—for not seeing it sooner.
You loved him loudly, unafraid, thinking that he really changed. But in the end, it only resulted in his betrayal and your heartbreak.
Keys jingled, and the door creaked open.
“Baby! I’m back!” The sound of his voice cracked something in you. It sounded so sincere. Unlike what the video suggested.
Wooyoung appeared in front of you, giving you a soft smile and pecking your cheek. “Sorry I’m late,” he said, sitting down beside you, “the teacher couldn’t stop talking.” He picked up a piece of chocolate, taking a bite. “Where did you buy this? It tastes so good.”
When you didn't reply, he stopped. Putting the chocolate down, he reached for your hand, resting it on yours. “Baby, what’s wrong? Are you feeling unwell?” he asked, face scrunched up with worry.
You didn’t answer right away. Instead, you pulled out your phone, found the video again, and placed it face up between you.
His smile faltered, face going pale. His hand twitched on the table. “Where.. did you get this?”
“Why?” you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
He shook his head, struggling to get the words out. “That was a long time ago. It isn’t like that anymore, y/n. I do love y- ”.
You looked at him, shifting back a little. “Do you really?” You gestured to your phone, “Because it shows that you're just playing me. Like the playboy people warned me about.”
“Y/n, please listen. It was just a stupid bet- ”
“Is that all I am to you? A stupid bet?” You questioned, tears slowly forming at the bed of your eyes.
“I should have known,” you said. Your voice broke a little on the last word, but you swallowed it down. “you would never change. You’re a liar, a player. You are a coward.”
He reached across the table, but you pulled your hands back, folding them tightly in your lap.
“I trusted you,” you whispered. “I loved you.”
“I know,” his voice shaking, “I know. It wasn’t true at first. But over time, you made me feel nothing like I’ve never felt before. I fell for you instead.” You turned away, unable to stop the tears flowing down your face.
He kneeled down before you. “Please Y/n…give me another chance. I’ll treat you better.”
He said your name like it was a prayer, like it could undo what he’d done. But prayers are for the desperate, and you weren't desperate anymore.
You stood up, wiped your tears, and gathered your things. Your movements were careful, deliberate. You didn’t rush, didn’t stumble — you refused to show that you were devastated.
You didn’t look back as you ran out the door, the cold night air hitting your face like a slap. You wrapped your arms around yourself and kept running, each step feeling impossibly heavy.
You could hear Wooyoung running after you, calling your name over and over again. But you didn’t falter, not until you reached the familiar door in front of you, pushing it open and steeping inside.
You collapsed onto the cold floor, your knees giving out as the weight of it all finally caught up to you. The silence around you felt heavy, like even the walls were holding their breath. Tears streamed down your face, hot and fast, leaving damp trails on your cheeks as you pressed your hands into the ground, trying to steady yourself against the shaking in your chest.
Your sobs were broken and uneven, small gasps of pain you couldn’t hold back anymore. It wasn’t just sadness—it was frustration, fear, loneliness all tangled together. And in that moment, sitting there with nothing but the sound of your own heartbreak, you let yourself fall apart, because you couldn’t pretend to be strong any longer.
In your head, you replayed everything—every small look, every inside joke, every moment that once made you believe you two were unbreakable. You thought about your first date, awkward and sweet, and about all the times he made you feel like you were the only girl in the world.
You pressed your face into your hands, breathing in slow, shaky gulps of air, calming yourself down. You laid on the floor, curled up until sleep overtook you.
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After that night, you decided to take a break from your studies.
You spend most of your time in bed, sometimes shedding tears, rethinking your days with him. Otherwise you were just staring into your ceiling, mind empty.
You had received several texts from Wooyoung, asking about your wellbeing or saying that he was sorry, wanting to meet up and talk it out. But you ignored him, putting your phone on do not disturb.
2 weeks went by, and you decided that you were not going to fall behind on your studies just because of some stupid break up.
When you walked into class, you were greeted by some of your friends, answering questions and assuring them that you were fine.
As you were talking out your books for class, the door opened, and you heard your teacher nagging. You looked up, and your breath instantly stopped. Standing at the classroom door, Wooyoung looked up at you, eyes wide. He had cut his hair short and dyed it blonde, enhancing his facial features.
You looked down, avoiding his gaze, and started to chat with your friend. At the corner of your eye, you could see him bowing to the teacher, walking towards his seat. His eyes lingered on you for a moment before sitting down.
You could constantly feel his eyes on you during the lesson, but you ignored him, acting like you have never talked to him before.
When the class ended, you didn’t bother to rush out of class. Packing your bag slowly, you could feel Wooyoung deciding to approach you. But after a few seconds, he turned away, following his friends out of the classroom. You breathed a sigh of relief, slinging your bag over your shoulder and making your way out.
You entered the schoolyard, a drink in your hand, and sat down on a bench.
And you realised you finally had an answer to your question.
Does love ever last?
No, it doesn’t.
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With the fast fashion industry… how it is… finding sustainable ways to make fabric is super important. Fibers from synthetic fabrics make up 35% of the microplastics that make their way to the ocean. Natural fibers sourced from plants or animals are much more environmentally sound options, including silk.
Currently, the only way to get natural silk on a large scale is to harvest it from silkworms. You’ve probably heard about the strength and durability of spider silk (it is 6x stronger than Kevlar!) but as of yet there hasn’t been a good way of getting it. Raising spiders the way people do silkworms isn’t really an option. Spiders need a lot of room to build their webs compared to silkworms, and individual spiders don’t produce that much silk. Plus, when you put a whole bunch of spiders in captivity together, they tend to start eating each other.
Attempts to artificially recreate spider silk have also been less than successful. Spider silk has a surface layer of glycoproteins and lipids on it that works as a sort of anti-aging “skin”- allowing the silk to withstand conditions such as sunlight and humidity. But this layer has been very tricky to reproduce.
However, as scientists in China realized, silkworms produce that same kind of layer on their silk. So what if we just genetically modified silkworms to produce spider silk?
That is exactly what the researchers at Donghua University in Shanghai did. A team of researchers introduced spider silk protein genes to silkworms using CRISPR-Cas9 gene editing and microinjections in silkworm eggs. In addition to this, they altered the spider silk proteins so that they would interact properly with the other proteins in silkworm glands. And it worked! This is the first study ever to produce full length spider silk proteins from silkworms.
The applications of this are incredibly exciting. In addition to producing comfortable textiles and new, innovative bulletproof vests, silkworm generated spider silk could be used in cutting edge smart materials or even just to create better performing sutures. In the future, this team intends to research how to modify this new spider silk to be even stronger, and they are confident that “large-scale commercialization is on the horizon."
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Idia Shroud Chat Lines
The King of the Underworld's System
Idia: A-Apparently, the King of the Underworld made a system that'll automatically keep track of the number of dead souls. Idia: Doesn't that feel super advanced for that mythic era? Idia: That's why I def think it's best to have a forward-thinking mind to clue into the newest stuff. Idia: Th-That's why I bet it'd be more efficient to have an AI be a Housewarden, 'stead of a human... Idia: I can set up a perfect program for it and everything... You sure I can't?
An Admired Idol
Idia: I-Ignihyde's dorm emblem...? It's portraying a Cerberus. Idia: I see it popping up in a ton of games as the last boss, but actually, it first appeared in the Underworld. Idia: Try not to forget that. Idia: The King of the Underworld definitely had a massive cheat code active with an OP pet like that. Idia: He's way too cool. An admired idol of all middle schoolers everywhere! Idia: ...Eh, they don't admire him...? Idia: How dare they not understand his appeal... Idia: Aaand this is why I don't get what goes on in a normie's head...
Good at Dealing with Women
Idia: I heard the King of the Underworld was good at dealing with women... Idia: Some still talk about how he'd coax the goddesses into giving him info he wanted. Idia: Plus, he even had a beautiful lady working for him, too. Almost like a normie! Idia: I mean, like whenever I'm playing a dating sim... Idia: I usually can figure out how the algorithm works and just do a speedrun clear. Idia: [sigh] ...Saying that out loud just made me feel lame.
A Little Too Generous? (New!)
Idia: There's a story about how the King of the Underworld encouraged a hardworking young man to take a nice break from it all... Idia: He'll let others rest while continuing to do all the hard work himself, isn't that a little too generous? Idia: Although, speaking of breaks, there's a ton of guys in my dorm who'll skip class a bunch. Idia: But it's not like they're just skiving off just 'cause they can. They're all just super focused on their own interests. Idia: You know how it is, you get into the groove of some kind of research or task and you just don't want to drop everything... Idia: So it's OK by me if classes get skipped. That's why our dorm embodies the spirit of diligence, 'cause we do whatever needs done.
The Underworld was a Gloomy Place
Ortho: Nii-san, wanna go to an amusement park on our next day off? Ortho: I bet it'd be more fun than just sitting in a dark room all day! Idia: Ortho... The Underworld was a gloomy place with no sun, and definitely no amusement parks. Idia: But even then, the King of the Underworld never forgot his sense of humor or his ability to laugh. Idia: It's all about what's in your mind. Idia: So, just because I'm holed up in my dark and cramped room it doesn't mean my life is boring. Ortho: If you say so... Then, we'll go to an amusement park when you're feeling up to it more... Idia: .........If you're okay with a VR amusement park, I can program something up over the weekend. Ortho: C'mon, that just defeats the purpose~!
Consume Content of my Faves (New!)
Idia: Yaaawn... I couldn't stop re-watching Premo vids on a loop last night and ended up staying awake too late. Idia: Ortho told me to go to sleep earlier, but I can't life means nothing if I can't consume content of my faves. Idia: But lately, whenever Premo says they have some kind of "big announcement," I can feel my heart leap up my throat in anxiety... Azul: I see. It would make sense that any sort of "big announcement" nowadays could mean the group is breaki... Idia: Azul-shi, don't say anything else! If it's spoken aloud, it could really happen! Idia: Like you know how they say the Thorn Fairy's curse on the spinning wheel was so strong... Idia: That the curse cheat code could be activated just by touching it? Idia: Just like that spinning wheel, there are some topics you should just never ever ever touch! Azul: How cumbersome... Yes, it does seem that I've touched on something that should not have been disturbed, in more ways than one.
Guess the Truth just Slipped Out, LOL (New!)
Azul: Idia-san, you may currently be winning, but I doubt you can still afford to be looking away from the board and reading the game box. Idia: Oh no, oh my, how could I? Boredom was just creeping in 'cause of how long you're making me wait. Idia: Looks to me like you're stuck and I'm p. sure a comeback's near impossible, so why don'tcha just suck it up and give in? Azul: Impossible? The outcome is still unknown. I shall never surrender. Idia: They say that a beautiful girl with skin as white as snow once wished upon a well. Idia: How 'bout you go and wish upon the courtyard well, begging it to let you win against me? Idia: Maybe then, by some miracle, you'll be able to pull a win out of nowhere! Idia: Whoops, shouldn't've called you winning a miracle, huh! Guess the truth just slipped out, LOL. Azul: Once you start talking, you just won't stop, do you...? Azul: Please go back to staring at the box and silencing yourself forever.
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So I was rewatching suicide squad hell to pay and this idea smacked me in the face so hard I had to share it: when Danny finds out Jazz wants to go to GothamU he does a bunch of research and finds that the joker has the highest death tolls and property damage but also when he’s not in Arkham (even when he’s not actively committing a crime) the crime rate skyrockets, so he needs to at the very least remove the joker from the equation. But he can’t personally do it because of school/king stuff/reasons so he sends out a message to any & all takers “make the joker disappear” the prize… One Get Out of Hell Free Card: It Won’t Get You Into Heaven, But At Least You Won’t Be In Hell…. Needless to say a greater part of the underworld descends upon Gotham.
Oh my god? It's probably delivered be a dead info broker who was THE SHIT until he went out in a blaze of glory? Dude rocks up into [REDACTED] looking not a day over 20, in the suit he was killed in, bullet holes and all, Glowing... like?
Boys, do I have a DEAL for you! Straight from the king of Limbo!
Like? Sold! Limited power boost in life? AND I get to avoid hell? Plus?? A valid reason to do the world a FAVOR and put down that MONSTER of a clown? They would have done far worse for less. But this? This is just Christmas.
You'd probably get tons of "hey, what if me an my boo do it TOGETHER?" Too which Danny is like "gonna say it counts, happy hunting!" And just? You thought Ivy wanted him dead BEFORE?
The underworld is ON FIRE. The clown is GOING to die.
Morningstar is laughing himself sick from the other side of this booth at the night club. Is a TERRIBLE influence. But honestly? Danny DID need the advice. And hey, if things continue to be a mess when it's time for Jazz's classes to start? She can do remote learning! From NOT gotham! Literally ANY CITY but Gotham!
Everybody wins!
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Recovery date: January 5th, 2025
Description: Hey I just had an adorable idea from the anime tadaima okaeri, specifically the ending of episode 3, where the main characters discovered they were going to have a second child because of their first born, so I was wondering how would the genshin impact men react to this kind of situation
Notes: CW brief mentions of fertility issues on Childe's end, accidental pregnancy in Neuvillette's This work was recovered in conjunction with an anonymous researcher, we thank them for their contributions. Reader can carry children but no pronouns are used.
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Childe
Man is overjoyed you’ve got one kid
Honestly wasn’t sure he could have them, between Abyssal contamination and the overall abuse his body has withstood
Plus his delusion
When he found out you were pregnant the first time, he actually cried
He wishes he could be with you two more often, but he has a duty to the Tsaritsa
And of course, now, to create a better world for your little one
It’s when he comes home from Fontain, all battered and bruised, that you find out you’re pregnant with your second
You join them and your kid starts talking to your belly about the story
Ajax, remembering how is own siblings did that before the birth of the next, immediately asked if you were pregnant
You jokingly scold your child for spoiling the surprise and Ajax pulls you into a big hug, crushing your child in the middle
You’re worried he’ll pull a stitch, and your child is complaining about being squished
But he’s ecstatic, he always wanted to give your kid a sibling… or twelve
One more is a good start though
Ayato
Children were always in his future, and until he met you he didn’t really care about that fact
Then you got together and he saw having children as more than just a duty
He’ll admit, having your first may have partly been due to political pressure
But he would never make you do anything you didn’t want to, he vowed that on your wedding day
Uses you and your child to get out of work, saying stuff like “you wanted me to have an heir, and now I have more duties to attend to”
It’s on one of these days where you three are at a children’s festival
Your child is looking at a bunch of toys and picks out a Sumerian made plushy from a traveling merchant
The kid comes back and presses it against your stomach, making a kissing sound
Ayato remembers how is mother told him he did something similar when she was pregnant with Ayaka
So he hugs you a little closer and kisses your temple, not one for making big scenes in public
You’re of course baffled because, really? This is how your husband finds out
When you get home he sends your little one off and asks if there’s something you’d like to tell him
Tease him a bit, saying you don’t know what he’s talking about
He’ll kneel down and kiss your stomach, thanking you for everything you do for him
Neuvillette
Doesn’t really think about having kids
You have the Melusine, and when he briefly considers having kids he quickly decides it’s a bad idea
Prepares to tell you as much if you bring it up, he’s a dragon who knows how that would work if it could at all
Well surprise surprise, it does
He’s worried all throughout your first pregnancy, but it winds up being fairly similar to a human pregnancy
You’ve always been on the same page that you’d like kids, it was really just the pregnancy that had him worried
So you two are happy with one
Neuvillette comes home from work one evening, and you greet him at the entrance with a kiss
Before he can call out to your kid, then come running in and he picks them up to kiss them on the cheek
Then they insist he kiss their sibling, and his brain stops working
He thought his senses were overacting, but no if your little one thought the same
Give his brain a second to restart, then it starts raining really hard outside
Happy tears of course, nothing could make him happier than knowing you’re about to have another little one
And this time he’ll be less panicky during the pregnancy, so he can enjoy the moments more
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as a kpop politics amateur researcher-yeah thats the interesting thing about hybe (katseyes label) they are so. So into the idea of being the coolest kid in school because of their major success story being Boys That Sing (i refuse to spell that in case it comes up on search) that they end up doing this weird game of neutrality/bragpop that ends up flat a lot.
For my money, I find that the factory-manufactured nature of K-pop is both its blessing and its curse. On the one hand, the visual spectacle of it is incredible in a way that no other cultural mainstream music genre can compete with, from the aesthetics to the sheer inhuman synchronisation from the dancing. Even sedentary shots of soloists in MVs can take on these breathtaking, otherworldly sorts of qualities. A while back I reblogged a side by side comparison gifset of Taeyeon's INVU and Key's Gasoline, and they look like gods of moon and sun. Aespa's got a whole bunch of slick, cyberpunk-type videos, like Drama. The sheer aesthetics. Your eyes want to drink them
But, on the flip side, the music itself is very often on a scale from vapid to completely meaningless. You might get an overall concept, like "I'm so great" or "I love my partner", but the execution is frequently sugary sweet or just plain hollow. That was one of the big criticisms of MEOVV's debut song, in fact - they went with this boastful "I'm so great" through line, but the lyrics had them boasting about how much money and fame and success they have, when they were (1) launching their first ever song and (2) literal children. You're right that Hybe does this a lot, but they aren't the only ones - Blackpink have a line in one of their songs that basically reads "My Lamborghini goes vroom vroom".
And, that's what happens with the 'churn them out of the factory' model. There's no time for artistry when you're making your artists record two albums a year, plus the dance training, plus the touring, plus the extreme diets, plus plus plus. Katseye's Gnarly is actually a great example of all of this. God, it is an empty song. But! Fuck me, it's a spectacle. The choreography is incredible. And, you know, we get treated to them describing Tesla as gnarly lol, though not in the 'clean version', where I note they're carefully avoiding hurting Elon's feelings.
I should say, of course, that a lot of these issues are lessened in groups that write/produce a lot of their own stuff. (G)-idle's Oh My God is an absolute masterpiece and is a song about a wlw awakening, something you frankly do not often get to see in the K-pop world; similarly, they produced Nxde as a critique of the sexual commodification of women AND as a way to make "nude girl idol" into a dead search term that perverts could no longer use to try to creep on young female idols, since you just get their stages and MV in the search results. IU's Love Wins All is a beautiful love song, with an MV that fucking shreds your heart. Similarly, artists who are sort of K-pop adjacent produce some amazing artistic stuff (Bibi, Jackson Wang, etc).
But, it's because they have time to dedicate to the artistry. And, frankly, to give roles to the members that play to their talents and let them actually shine. Companies are obsessed with forcing all members of a group to sing in the same pitch, and that pitch is "high" - regardless of whether or not a low-voiced idol will sound good in that register, or if it's even ruining their voices. They're all forced into a narrow box, so they can produce that same sugar sweet vocal colour, factory-made and ready. I think it's notable that the groups and artists who most often stand out in that arena are the ones that write for themselves - Stray Kids wouldn't be half the group they are if Felix wasn't allowed to let the bass notes roll, ditto (G)-idle with Yuqi's contralto.
Anyway. This got overlong. But you're right - bragpop fallen flat sums up a lot of it!
#asks#this makes me look like I'm way more into k-pop than I actually am lol#i am super picky about which k-pop songs I listen to#but I am with all music really
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